i used to be a dreamer girl,i used to be a very romantic girl,i used to belive in love i used to think that life will never ends ......but not anymore i'v turned the page i'v moved on i am not in love with life anymore ,i am not that silly dreamer girl anymore ,now i don't even belive in the existance of love ,
and belive me i don't give a damn about what's going to happen next cause simply it doesn't matter .of course i am not going to lie and say that i dont have some serious dreams i want to realize such as finishing my studies and have the job of my oun i am not cause i belive it's who i am ,i am not trying tto be someone spicial here but all i'm saying is through the experiences i had and the observation i'v mad for amost my 17 years old and remarking how i was living and thinking all over the years i can see now the true face of life,,,,,life is just a short journey in the hot desert
i only hope that peolpol realize what's life is really about before it's too late,,,,,,many people told me that i am too yong to understand this life and for a 16 years old girl i'm not supposed to worry or even care about the copmlications of life ,however i can't change myselfe this is just me and in the other hand some other people told me that it's only teenage period and i ll grow up and look to life with a positive look as soon as the teenage period ends ,,but do you think that there's really a teenage period or it's just anothor exuse for humans behaiviour like love which is anothor exuse that humans came up with just to justify there feelings i just can't understand yet but i am doing my best and trying so hard to do so .... ......................?????????????????